Thursday, October 21, 2010

Adopting Again and Bloging Again

So it been way too long, way too long since I last blogged. How do I know this? Well for one the date of my last post is May 27th and today is October 22nd and the second reason I know this is that so much has happened in these last five months I am not sure what to even write about. Actually one night I even signed on trying to delete our blog because I wonder what's the real purpose of it anyways? What am I really trying to share with this web page and do people read it to support us or just to get some gossip to talk about us with? Well I am not sure of the second one but I came to a conclusion on the first one, the purpose of this blog.

Us on moving Day at our New Home!


Jon's Birthday!

After praying and thinking about it I felt like I wanted to start the blog again with a few purposes for it. One being to show God's faithfulness in our second adoption, two being to tell of how He is providing for our next adoption, third to talk about the joys and hard times of being a mom and finally to encourage us in our marriages and walks with God. (However, you never know sometimes I get passionate and I'm not sure what may come out so this is a warning for those times.)


Talo's First Hike


Summer fun!

But for today I wanted to just share with you how faithful God has been over these last five months. His Faithfulness is what I keep hearing, reading and thinking about these last few days. One thought I cling to is how God is always faithful. Not sometimes, not seventy five percent of the time, not when He feels like it but always. That is His nature, God is always faithful and that is one reason why I love Him so much! He never fails me and I have seen His faithfulness in Talo's live and in my own life. Bringing us into our first home on two very modest salaries, a bad economy and one the heals of a $25,000 adoption is something I would call God's Faithfulness!


Talo's Gotcha Day-One Year Anniversary!

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Our First Picture ever of Talo, How can you Say There is No God?


Talo and His Gotcha Day Gift, Tiger!


So Thank You God for your Faithfulness!

God's provision for our daily needs and next adoption is what else I brag on Him for. We see God stretch our money more than we ever thought possible and He is meeting our daily needs. I am learning to be thankful for this and to stop complaining over what I do not have. Instead I am learning to be content and thankful for what I do have. To not covet other peoples things or wealth but be content that I have my "daily bread".

This thankful attitude has made room for God to provide for our adoption! Just as we don't want to give our children good gifts when they are whining and complaining why would God want to bless us with the money for our next adoption when all I do is complain? So back to seeking his forgiveness and repenting before Him and He is making me thankful once again.


And Let's not forget Talo Helping Daddy with the House projects!


I love my Daddy and apple picking too!

Something I am amazingly thankful for is His provision for our next adoption. When we felt called to start the adoption process again I think we only had a hundred dollars or so, not even enough to pay our application fee. But we knew God would provide just when I began to doubt we were given $3,000 from extended family! This blew us away and confirmed our calling to adopt and this has been enough to pay the home study and first program fee! Amazing! Then after starting our Dossier paper chase we were given another thousand by family. Again we were just in awe of what God was doing as this is enough to finish our Dossier paperwork. Even today when I still start to doubt and think, "we don't have the money do this". I am reminded, "But God does"!

Thank You For Providing God!


Talo Loved Meting Great Grandpa and Grandma! He is their First Great Grandchild!


At the "Birdies" Talo's favorite palce when he came home last year!


Talo at the Birdies last year, He is getting so Big!

As I close this entry for tonight I want to tell you all I am still loving being a Mom and have started homeschooling with Talo (that will be another post). Many days are amazing and many are amazingly hard! But I love him none the less. Jon and I are well in our marriage and cherish any date we can get. I think we maybe had 5 in the last year but we are thankful for those five! We hope all of you are well and please leave me a comment just so I can know you are out there and I don't feel like I am bloging to the air! I will try to be a reagular blogger again!

Jolene for the soon to be four of us!

A father of the fatherless and a judge for the widows,
Is God in His holy habitation.
God makes a home for the lonely;
He leads out the prisoners into prosperity,
Only the rebellious dwell in a parched land. Psalm 68:5-6

3 comments:

Lauren @ mercy(INK) said...

Jolene, first, you are NOT blogging to thin air! And I can speak for us that you're not blogging so anyone can gossip... we love hearing about your lives and seeing the updates since we can't be there in person. Second, I am AMAZED at these pictures of Talo! He looks SOOO much bigger and taller and different than when I last saw him! Can't believe how he has grown. Love you all :)

Anonymous said...

Jon, Jolene and Talo
I got thru the blog with kleenex as only grammy can do. I am amazed that this blog now is for our second grandchild, I remember so much reading the first blog waiting for Talo, and now I cannot imagine life without Talo. Grandparenting is the best we love every minute we get to be with Talo. I personally am happy you are doing the blog again because I can see God's faithfulness and my own faith is being challenge once again. I do not have all the why's and but's this time and I now know the impossible is possible with God directing our steps all the way. I am praying for our little grandchild right now and soon Talo will have a sister or brother to love. We love you all so much and lifting you up in prayer.
Love Mom (Grammy Johns)

greg & amy said...

Hey Guys-

Talo gets cuter and cuter! You better watch out- he is going to be a real heart breaker when he gets older :) So excited to hear you are adopting again!! May God bless your journey!

love
amy and greg

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